Decision making part II

I spent last weekend with some close old friends in Malagash N.S It was a real eye opener, in a lot of ways. It was a real trip to be the only one without kids and although there were alot of the usual " you'll understand when you have kids" and "You can't imagine how much your life will change" it was pretty good. I took alot of pictures, and did alot of thinking/Drinking/Other. What i came up with is this...I'm a jackass! In the sense that i may NEVER be satisfied with my life in the career region, and in the monetary region. Nonetheless i felt (and continue to feel) that i need to progress toward something more tangible. My heart always seems to guide me to the arts; writing, music, film...Not a whole lot of coin in there. Here i stand once again. I wonder if career choices would be easier if there were less of them.